haiz...
Thursday, January 04, 2007
haiz....
last tym while preparing 4 my common test during e 2nd wk of dec last yr...
i've failed 2 sought out my thoughts n try 2 4get abt e past....i still cant 4get e events which took place frm oct yr 2006 onwards in which still hurts mi nw...n up till now....i still regret losing u as a friend n dat we're now complete strangers......though i've given up on u le....i was being forced in2 it de....haiz.....n i let it affect my mood badly resulting in mi unable 2 get in2 e right frame of mind 2 study 4 e test.....haiz....
den when i gt back all of my results ytd n 2dae except the marketing module(which i haven noe my results yet)....
i flung all badly....
getting 28/100 for automatic control
9/30 for semestral project(going 4 a retest soon)
FF(bet 30-40 marks /100) for electrical machines
n F4+ (bet 45-49 marks/100) for maths...
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haiz...
though i've expect myself 2 fail....
i didn't expect 2 fail so badly..........
haiz......
yr 2007 haf started badly 4 mi.....
will i haf another bad yr jus lyk yr 2006 again???
dat's my worst fear.......
i hope it wont happen.........
but things r veri hard 2 sae.....
i was rite last yr when i 4see dat yr 2006 wont b a gd yr 4 mi n i gt it rite.....
let's hope dat i'm wrong tis tym.....
i've failed 2 achieve wad i wan in yr 2006.....
n i'm going 2 achieve tis yr n e thing dat i nid 2 achieve it asap is...
to sought out my thoughts on some things....
i nid e tym....but hw long will i take??...i dunno.....
to QL..... u may say....i'm startin 2 give up on HER le....becos dat's e onli way 4 mi bahx...... haiz..... without mi ard...things will b much better 4 u all bahx..... perhaps e tym haf come 4 mi 2 let go of things slowly bahx.....to shimin mei.... i jus wan 2 sae dat.....thks 4 being by my side when i needed u.... n i hate 2 see dat type of despo treating u dat way.... wo zhen de kan bu xia qu..... sry abt it......i've failed 2 4get my past esp wad happen in yr 2006....haiz........dat's all i cn sae....dat's all 4 2dae......
--MY WAY...MY STYLE--
---gcs--
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